driving lesson

haiz....first time drive is still ok de...then the second time i drive start to got problem le...i will panic when i come to traffic light...haiz...today more worst....i always "mati engine" haiz...i so scare tat i will fail my driving test...if take again have to pay money de...i dont want to waste my father's money le...what can i do? im just a idiot when driving...i will always forget what should i do the next...die la...haiz...who can help me??? haiz.....